I feel pretty disconnected from the whole world right now because for the past three days I have been stuck in the house sick. My fever comes and goes and I think it is just a head cold, but as a few of you know (hem hem DAD!) I am a little bit of a hypocondriac- okay the college education never taught me how to spell that word. But I bought muchas medicinas a la farmacía y espero que I will get better. Thisis how my thoughts work, media en español, y media en english. Anyways, if I don´t feel better by day eight I will go see a doctor. I hope everyone is doing well, I have stll been dealing with the whole church issue. My mom says that she is glad that I was not "slain by the spirit". Basically, I am not sure I can go to a church where the Bible is not the main source of enlightenment. We need the Spirit to understand the bible, but we need the Bible as our foundation. Your prayers and comments would be greatly appreciated.
I live near a long thin park called Parque Forestal. It's really quite a nice park and it has a long stretch of a lane for riding bikes or jogging. And since I have a fear of riding bikes in this city, I jog. It's really pleasent. I usually listen to radioDisney on my mp3 player and jog along to Jonas Brothers, Beyonce, or Julieta Venegas. Great stuff. Yesterday on my jog I noticed that the trees were beginning to change. Fall has finally arrived and I am glad for the change. But as I was jogging through the falling leaves, I began to think about how much I like fall. And I had this special moment when I realized that I want to be here in Santiago, jogging through this park for many falls to come. After the past few weeks of cultural adjustment being a little more painful than normal, this was a nice thought to have.
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I think you would be wise to check out your other options as far as churches are concerned. I just remember the first church I went to in Barcelona was pretty sketch and when I decided to look aorund a bit more I ended up finding a great church home. Disagreement with church doctrine is an acceptable reason not to attend a church. Additionally, church should feel like a home, not something to endure, so if you feel pressured to behave a certain way instead of how the spirit leads you that seems like something you should pay attention to. If you don't respect the beliefs of the church how can it serve as a place of guidance and teaching? Those are my thoughts. oh, and my other thought is that I miss you. - ME
-mom